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Ellie_Mae_89
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Name: Ellen
Country: United States
Birthday: 3/23/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Theatre, Bible Quizzing, Church, Friends reruns, Relient K (WoooHooooo), Caedmons Call, Mercy Me, Casting Crowns, Jars of Clay. My Latin Love Bug, Law and Order (especially Special victims Unit) Hamilton. High School (unfortunately), Gilmore Girls, Lost, making love to multiple partners (Jusk kidding... or am I?...Yes!... Or am I?... Probably), reading, writing, arithmetic. (JK... I hate arithmetic, and don't know how to spell it either), Eating six pounds of cheese in one siting, not knowing when to quit, watching every movie ever made, and basically living life as the coolest kid ever!!!!!
Expertise: Acting, Singing, making love all night long (jk), making omelets, Good with kids..just not your kids.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  Whoopie5000
Member Since:
2/13/2006
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| I've decided to post something new! So here it is. I went into American house (A n old folks home) the other day looking for a job passing out pills or cleaning toilets. I came out with a job offer as a chef... Like a head chef. I would have people working under me. This is my first job and they knew that. I have an audition on Monday cooking a meal for 60 old people. So this is a pretty cool thing that happened. ummm... there's just one catch. I can't cook! So we'll see how that goes. Wish me luck! | | |
| Prom was so much fun! I just had a wonderful time. I just ate some great food, and dance to some songs that I didn't really like, but they were still fun. The best part was that I had a date. (The date himself wasn't the best part, not to say that he was bad, but, we just went as friends) but just having a date was cool. So I didn't have to take pictures by myself and sit by myself, and dance with no one. It was cool. Also the after party at my house was cool. The boys came over and we watched the movie Juno than the boys left and the girls sat around reading cosmo magazine and talking about the night! It was fun. We went to bed at 3 and In the morning we all talked while mom made pancakes! It was really fun. We have so much food at the house now. I think I'm gonna go eat some! | | |
| I'm happy! I'm very happy right now! I've got this feeling of just being high (not that I know what that feels like) It's just incredible! I'm living! I feel like i'm living instead of just waiting for my life to start! I'm jumping on trampolines, and I'm going for bike rides, and I'm having movie nights and I'm enjoying life as a teenager! It's incredible! And I'm just praying that this feeling lasts forever... even though I know that it won't! I'm going to be so depressed when theatre ends! This is my last production in high school! (And probably ever; excluding church plays) Going on stage in front of that many people, it's one of the best feelings ever! The anxiety, the rush, the adrenaline... it's unsurpassable! I just don't want it to be over yet at the same time I do want it to be over! I want my afternoons back! I know that I will miss it horribly! I always felt that it was the ONE thing that I can do really well! Well! I love you all and I hope that you all have amazing weeks~! | | |
| I was in a dodgeball tournament at school; it was awesome. I was on team Nintendo. We all dressed up like nintendo characters! I was kirby... we also had Mario, Luigi, Yoshi, Bowser, Link, and Zelda! It was freakin awesome! We won our first game, lost our second, won our third and lost our fourth! In the second game (The game is seven vs. seven) Everyone on my team got out except for me, and on the other team was six people... there was a minute left on the clock!(The game was three minutes) I threw a ball it hit someone... (Crowd cheers) I dodged... I threw another ball he tried to catch it and missed... (The crowd cheers louder) I dodged... I through a ball and hit someone...(Crowd is going nuts) I dodged... I threw another ball and got a fourth person out. (The crowd is on they're feet screaming my name... (Ellen or Kirby) I looked at the clock... 30 seconds left... two vs. 1! I'm throwing the balls and they're dodging. They're throwing them at me and I'm dodging, deflecting, diving, being amazing... (The crowd is cheering... my adrenaline is rushing) a couple of seconds left.. I throw it, one of the guys tries to catch it, it goes between his fingers and whizzes by his shoulder... missing it by a couple of centimeters... and the buzzer sounds! We may have lost that game... but, it was a moral victory! And a game that I won't soon forget! No one was expecting me it... And it was incredible when I blew them all away (Or sucked them all up). There were like 18 teams and we didn't place... but we did get first place in the uniform contest... Won five bucks and I'm gonna be in the yearbook in my kirby outfit!!! So, after all it was a very productive day! | | |
| Whoever said that senior year is the best year of high school was a real dumbass! Senior year sucks. Everything is just so messed up. Life shouldn't be this hard! It's like right when I get a handle on one stressful thing there are about a hundred other new even more stressful things to replace it. And I'm beginning to realize that I really suck at everything! EVERYTHING! Seriously I do and don't tell me that I don't because I know me better than you know me. I take the weekends as a rejuvenation period. I don't do anything or really talk to anyone. And I think to myself "You know, life really isn't that bad. I should just suck it up and stop being such a baby. There are a lot more people with a lot bigger problems" but then monday morning comes and within five minutes it's all the same as it was before! And everything is just so messed up and life shouldn't be this hard! And don't even get me started on people! People are jerks... jerks! People who are supposed to be my friends are jerks and they make me feel horrible. This girl and I are about to get into a fight if she doesn't stop being such a big bitch! Seriously! And I really can't get suspended right now! And some of my friends are great and some of them are going through really hard times and they need me but, I have no idea how to help them. And they lean on me and I'm trying to hold them up yet I'm falling and sinking just as much as they are; they just don't know about it! And even if they did they would still lean on me. And I just can't get a handle on anything! I pray and I pray and I read my bible and I have worship time by myself in my room with my guitar and I talk to God but he doesn't answer me. And all I want is for him to acknowledge me and tell me it's going to be okay... he doesn't! I want him to give me just a tiny sign that he's there... and he doesn't! And I cry because I'm scared and I cry because I'm mad, and sad and stressed! And so I say for the third time... Life shouldn't be this hard! Sorry... I just really needed to vent! Now I feel better! | | |
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